A Blink of Eternity: Life Without You

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Life Without You

I got an amazing email today! I don't know how he does it! He always says things that I needed to hear that week. :) "Jennica never forget how much i love you, dah i teared up a little. I just cant imagine life without you. i promise if you wait for me ill do my best to keep you happy for the rest of my life. I LOVE YOU!!! :) :X :X: X :X :X" This made me cry. :) I am SO proud of him and I just love him a lot. :) I miss him yes, but I am super happy that he has chosen to go on a mission. He and I both need this time to get close to our Heavenly Father. I know that with this time he and I will love each other more along with our Father in Heaven.

The first time I started waiting for a missionary I was told that he and I would grow closer through writing letters and I strongly believe and finally see that. :) He makes me want to do better in life. :) He is helping me strengthen my testimony. That's something that I will always thank him for. :) I personally could never see my life without him. I love him! :)

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1- P- Pretty easy and quick first month. I can do this!

2- A- Ahh! I can't believe the second month is already gone!

3- T- Third month kinda went by slower, but it still went by!

4- I- I LOVE HIM! I got to talk to him for Mother's Day! :D

5- E- Eeek! Five months?! :D

6- N- Not only has it been six months but in a few days it's Mark and my 2 year anniversary! :) This waiting thing is hard, some of the days seem to drag on, but I know in the end it's worth it. :) The #1 thing I have learned is how to look at everything in the long run. Will this decision make me happier down the road or is this just something I want now? I know that waiting will make me happier in the end. :) YAY ONLY 18 more to go! :D

7- T- This one was kind of slow. About to move out so life has been crazy but fun! Can't wait for him to be home. :) Another 17 months! :D

8- L- Love and Luck describe this month the best. I was so lucky and fortunate to get the roommates I have. They are like my sisters already and it's been almost only a month! I love them! I also love and appreciate the family I have. They have been so supportive and I just never want to miss the opportunity to tell someone I love them. Only 16 more months! :D

9- Y- YES! Finally a good portion done! I am just living life! Nothing new really. Finally getting used to life as I now know it. :) These next 15 months can't go fast enough!

10-W- What the WHAT?! 10 months already?! I can't even believe that in 2 months we hit a year. :) How exciting! 14 more months!

11-A-Ahhhhmazing! Never thought I'd make it this far. ;) Just studying and finishing up my first semester at Dixie. I am excited to start next semester ANNNNND for 2012 to be over! :D Only 13 more months to go! :)

12-I- I cannot believe I have finally made it to that ONE day that we are all waiting for since the beginning! Only one more of those to go through and he will be back! :D AH!

13-T- This is so satisfying! I am excited to be at only 11 months left! Time seemed to go by so slowly, but hopefully it will pick up speed and just run, I'm ready for the end! :)

14-I- Incredibly slow.. honestly. Life got pretty rocky but is now looking up and better. :) Only another 10 months! :D

15-N- Never thought I'd see this day! I can't believe it's only 9 months away! Life has been good and I feel like I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel. :) 9 months to go!

16-G- Going going going! I didn't even notice that I forgot to even put this update up! Time definitely has gotten the best of me. I am excited it's going so fast! :) 8 months!

17-F- Freaking excited that I only have 7 months left! I might have less, but I'm not exactly sure when he will be home! He wants to surprise me, so I'm just going to keep on counting until the day he hits two years. :) Summertime!! Time is ticking along and that's all I can ask for anymore. :)

18-O- Oh man! I can't believe he only has 6 months left! Time is going kind of slow right now, but I hope for it to go faster! I am so ready for classes to start right back up again! :) 6 more months to go!

19-R- Really?! School started and it has been crazy!

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21-A
22-R
23-K
24-!- What more is there to say then I have really just forgotten about my blog and enjoyed life haha. I can't believe that he comes home so soon! In a couple weeks I think. :) !!!!!!!! Excited!!!!!!!