A Blink of Eternity: February 2013

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

13 Months DOWN! :D

This month I think just the hardest part was time seemed to go by so slowly! I don't know why, but it just did.

I have been thinking a lot about how I was feeling this time last year and this time last year I THOUGHT time would go by so slowly, but it went by super quick and NOW it's going by slow haha. Weird right? I thought so. :)

So I have been trying different methods of waiting, thinking about him a lot or trying to not think about him. Some girls I think prefer one over the other and I think I definitely prefer reminiscing or writing him almost everyday. I feel like it makes time go by faster, well better I guess. I like it a lot better to think about him and how he and I were. Now don't get me wrong I ALWAYS thought about him. Just some girls don't write as often as I do and I for some reason didn't write as often for a couple weeks and I just didn't like it! Now that I'm writing as fast as I used to I really feel like I am happier. :) I love writing him and I don't like feeling like he won't hear from me because I am being lazy. I don't know, it's kind of a weird thought and feeling haha.

So Valentine's Day is tomorrow! The LAST Valentine's I'll have to spend alone! :) Yayyyy! I am So excited to say that. :) I don't mind being alone on Valentine's actually, I think it really bothers some people, but I'm like "Whatever, it's just another day." haha. Yeah.

Life has been crazy! My roommate is getting married! This is SO hard for me because she's my best friend here at college and it sucks kind of. Like I'm super happy for her, but it sucks that she won't be my roommate anymore... :( I'll have to blog about it haha. But I love her so much and I am so excited for her! :)

Mark is still on his mission and is loving it. :) He is transforming into a different person, a very good person though. :) He's telling me about attributes he's picked up and I'm like "Sweet! This is going to be awesome!" This just emphasizes the whole getting to know him again when he comes home. I feel like I know him, because I do-- I know his wants, goals and ambitions in life. I just have to get to know the more refined him, which I am so excited to do! :)

Only 11 months left! :D Yay! :)

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1- P- Pretty easy and quick first month. I can do this!

2- A- Ahh! I can't believe the second month is already gone!

3- T- Third month kinda went by slower, but it still went by!

4- I- I LOVE HIM! I got to talk to him for Mother's Day! :D

5- E- Eeek! Five months?! :D

6- N- Not only has it been six months but in a few days it's Mark and my 2 year anniversary! :) This waiting thing is hard, some of the days seem to drag on, but I know in the end it's worth it. :) The #1 thing I have learned is how to look at everything in the long run. Will this decision make me happier down the road or is this just something I want now? I know that waiting will make me happier in the end. :) YAY ONLY 18 more to go! :D

7- T- This one was kind of slow. About to move out so life has been crazy but fun! Can't wait for him to be home. :) Another 17 months! :D

8- L- Love and Luck describe this month the best. I was so lucky and fortunate to get the roommates I have. They are like my sisters already and it's been almost only a month! I love them! I also love and appreciate the family I have. They have been so supportive and I just never want to miss the opportunity to tell someone I love them. Only 16 more months! :D

9- Y- YES! Finally a good portion done! I am just living life! Nothing new really. Finally getting used to life as I now know it. :) These next 15 months can't go fast enough!

10-W- What the WHAT?! 10 months already?! I can't even believe that in 2 months we hit a year. :) How exciting! 14 more months!

11-A-Ahhhhmazing! Never thought I'd make it this far. ;) Just studying and finishing up my first semester at Dixie. I am excited to start next semester ANNNNND for 2012 to be over! :D Only 13 more months to go! :)

12-I- I cannot believe I have finally made it to that ONE day that we are all waiting for since the beginning! Only one more of those to go through and he will be back! :D AH!

13-T- This is so satisfying! I am excited to be at only 11 months left! Time seemed to go by so slowly, but hopefully it will pick up speed and just run, I'm ready for the end! :)

14-I- Incredibly slow.. honestly. Life got pretty rocky but is now looking up and better. :) Only another 10 months! :D

15-N- Never thought I'd see this day! I can't believe it's only 9 months away! Life has been good and I feel like I can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel. :) 9 months to go!

16-G- Going going going! I didn't even notice that I forgot to even put this update up! Time definitely has gotten the best of me. I am excited it's going so fast! :) 8 months!

17-F- Freaking excited that I only have 7 months left! I might have less, but I'm not exactly sure when he will be home! He wants to surprise me, so I'm just going to keep on counting until the day he hits two years. :) Summertime!! Time is ticking along and that's all I can ask for anymore. :)

18-O- Oh man! I can't believe he only has 6 months left! Time is going kind of slow right now, but I hope for it to go faster! I am so ready for classes to start right back up again! :) 6 more months to go!

19-R- Really?! School started and it has been crazy!

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24-!- What more is there to say then I have really just forgotten about my blog and enjoyed life haha. I can't believe that he comes home so soon! In a couple weeks I think. :) !!!!!!!! Excited!!!!!!!